some one needs to do a bunch of covers of the smiths. because i love them.

( survay )

friends old journal entrys make me sad.

and like i fucked up even more

geting drunk is fun. i must be really ugly or have a shitty personality.

yo doods. i just got back from perkins. i was going to get high but i didnt feel like rideing in a car with like 5 other people, so that kinda sucked because i havnnt been fucked up in like a good month. tommorow i might go and get drunk at some party with laural and brittany. if that falls through witch im almost sure it will, i think im going to ( Read more... )

after haveing my ears periced for about ive streched them to a 6. no bleading. i just got back from the hospital and everything is fine. so thats good. lance is angry at me because i have bad grades. so i have to do homework. and now my english teacher is going to "crack down" on my bad hand writeing. like 2 79% are the end of the world ( Read more... )

Band- teh darkness....LOZLZOZL WTF? JAY KAY ( Read more... )

everything is werid because of me.

i dont know whats going on. but im sad

tam and amanda came to visit.

i like a girl that dosnt like me. or something.

the same old stuff.

my dads aswem. now i can smoke in the car with him, and he gave me some drinks.

ashly periced my ears on wedndsay.

there still red.

mandy: sorry I am such a fucked up bitch, I am seriously always going to be depressed. and I dont know what I will ever do.. I wont let anyone love me. and I am fine with that. I dont deserve people. I never made to make you feel bad or sad. you need to stay away from me, I dont want to see you unhappy. I love bright eyes, and your the only boy I ( Read more... )