I get to watch someone i used to honestly care about throw their entire fucking life away...at first i was sad..but now...i could care less...honestly why would someone that totally has a chance to go somewhere throw it all away for somthing as fucking idiotic as drugs...I have absolutely no respect or room in my life for someone like that... ( Read more... )

so...lately people have been telling me i am mean...i dont concider it being mean...I concider it being honest...and you know what..you are the people that made me this way...why should i lie to you...i mean, honestly, why be nice...maybe the truth is what you need....just because i love you doesnt mean ill kiss your ass and lie to you...i tell the ( Read more... )

I applied to school today..decided should i be accepted I want to study film...sounds fun i think...

To figure out just what the fuck i want to do. To find out who my friends really are, cause right now i have no fucking clue. I think I want to go back to school, maybe art school, I seem to be pretty good at that shit...maybe even for film...Id love to be a director.

seriously.....fuck you all

friends...ha...yeah....honestly...when have i ever had a friend....seriosly people...its been the same thing since i was a kid...and im pretty much used to it...so it doesnt bother me that bad...shit...people use me every day....everyday it seems to me that the only time my friends are my friends is when they need somthing...oh we need somewhere to ( Read more... )

about making a small film....Ive already begun with the script and what not...anyone interested in helping me...should deffinately let me know.....anyone who doesnt...dont worry...ill forget you when im famous....

PS...... vince is a Zombie...in real life....not the movie

hung out with samantha last night..was killer fun like always...made out like a bandit on christmas money this year...fuckin aye....i still hate christmas tho...

Mr. Adam Mattox...or anyone who reads this and talks to him...relay this to him...Fuck you you pussy bitch...I have a face..use it...if you want to say somthing..say it...you want to know what i have that you dont...ha...sont they all...cant none of em forget about me...so dont even try...you can never be me...FUCK YOU!..karley...meghan....they ( Read more... )

yeah..so whoever fucked with my myspace AGAIN!!!!!! is fucking pathetic...so i deleted it....again....so since the person who did it is prolly reading this right now saying i wonder if he knows it was me...no i dont...not yet...but all i have to do is check my profile track...oh yeah and fuck you...punk ass bitch...if you have a fucking problem... ( Read more... )