this is someting that i dont talk about alot not even melody knows about this i think that the only person i have told this to is jennifer. I have been really trying to avoid this topic and i dont like talking about it. when i was 13 years old it was the month of descember right around christmas when i was laying in my brothers room watching him ( Read more... )

went to the movies this weekend to see hellboy it was alright got to go with my best friend monica. her brother came along he was hot i woulnd mind fucking him anyway we had a great time and lets see right now im working on a couple poems here is one ( Read more... )

a single caress ( Read more... )

well today has been really great me and monica have made up and now everything is back to normal i can never stay mad at monica very long it is really hard to stay mad at her. *yells at monica* Damn you for being hard to be mad at..... well anyway today was great im a little bored now but I'll be alright hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ( Read more... )

well today was really fucked up. I got in a fight with my best friend and im so pissed at her right now. First me and Heaven got into it during 2nd block and i was pissed at that and when i got down to lunch monica pissed me off even more. she wanted to get in line with her b/f so i told her to go ahead and then she said that she didnt want to piss ( Read more... )

today has been very boring not much to write no i dont think im gonna put anything ( Read more... )

yaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyy hmmm happy happy i have nothing to do this weekend im going to be so bored la la la la bored ya ( Read more... )

hmmm just got out of school im bored everthign went ok i guess. in my 4th block class i got really mad one of my friends came in to class to get me to sign this card to give to my friend that had a tumor and had to get radiation treatments my friend is gay and some of the guys in there started to make fun of him. it really pissed me off. i mean if ( Read more... )

ok wow this is my first ever journal. what to put what to put. well lets see this week started off great i have been in a good mood for a while i wonder how long that will last im a very moody person. well there is nothing left to tell

bye bye