mmm so I went a little quiet again. In that time I've managed to kick caffine, given up wheat and suagar again and am now only a month and a 30 day placement away from finishing my degree.

Life is never predictable, but it's all good :)

Class today was particularly brutal. I'm usually quite insouciant and flippant about how drug addiction has affected my life, but today all that just failed me. And no, I'm not talking about me or my own drug experiences or past addiction - I'm talking about how over the years I have lost a large number of people close to me to addictions of ( Read more... )

I think I fell a little in love with my housemate's boyfriend this weekend. He managed somehow to get my bottle of talcum powder* signed by Hellraiser, Uberdruck AND Yoji (he got her a poster signed by all of the aforementioned too ( Read more... )

( My Interests Collage! )

'One can never know the whole story about anyone - yet how we all rush to judgement! How we all love to ignore the truth that we know so little about what motivates other people, what shadows from the past distort their psyches, what demons haunt and enslave them. How readily we say with perfect confidence: "He's despicable!" or: "He's behaved ( Read more... )

Sometimes I amaze myself. Not just in my capacity for being generally fucked up and having issues, but in my apparent ability to give excellent advice to others, to hear the words I'm saying, and yet be incapable of putting them into practice in my own life ( Read more... )

Grand tally for today ( Read more... )

Ahhhh phooey. Just when I thought I had my finances under control, I notice a black spot on one of my teeth right near the gumline. I swear it wasn't there least time I flossed, but it's showing no sign of moving from scrubbing or flossing.. so it's off to the dentist I go looking miserable :(

I think I can boil most of my current issues in life down to this: other people do not have the same moral code or communication techniques as I do ( Read more... )

hello world.

It seems all I've done for the last year is fuck myself up and/or over. Somedays I despair of the thought that I will eventually start to learn from my mistakes and not just find a new variation upon which to once again accidently throw myself down the well.

Ahh well, it could be worse. It could be boring.