my younger cousins were down for a little while this week and the last time they were down i called the house like every 2 hours and no1 ever answered the phone so i ended up walking down to my uncles house in raynham and still no1 was home but i ended up walking around the backyard showing josh and eric king my childhood. well they came down again ( Read more... )

I have been a wicked big BITCH lately. I didn't know what was going on until last night when i sat down and thought about everything ( Read more... )

yah 2dy just about to go to the mall, got offline to call my cousin and my uncle called saying that my two year cousin got hurt 2dy. That fucking sucked so bad for me. its like ive been watching them grow up and when i heard that he was hurt all i cud do was cry. it was so dam scary. i didnt want to beleive my uncle when he told me about it. it was ( Read more... )

I dont give a fuck what any of u have to say about me. ur just more bitches that dont like me whatever ill add u to my dam list of ppl. if u writeing shit in my journal to get me to cut myself again and actully die this time its not going to happen. im not gonan cut myelf over a fucking cunt or bitch. i hate myself i hate who i am i hate the way i ( Read more... )

I didnt feel good at all last night. my throat was killing me. so i was awake half the night. When i got up this morning i didnt want to leave josh's side b/c he was leaving 2dy to go to his grandmothers for the weekend. i asked my dad if i could stay home and he asked my mother and she said whatever. so i went bak to bed and woke up around 9 ( Read more... )

People eather say things they kno piss me off or they do things that they know piss me off!! i cant get away from it!! but u want to kno the funny thing about it all? Its always ALWAYS a girl that does it. always no matter what!! I hate being a girl. we are bitches and i hate being that way, but theres no way to change it so im stuck this way 4eva ( Read more... )

~Honk if u love peace and quiet ( Read more... )

The one lesson that i have learned in my life is if sumthing is bothering let it bother u, dont try and tell a friend how u feel becuz that makes it even worse! also if u kno sumthing about ur friends boyfriend keep it to urself also they dont want to listen to what u have to say even tho u may be right. i have lost sum1 that ment alot to me, she ( Read more... )

Too much in my life has happened in september... my grandfathers birhtday was September 9, but hes not here with us anymore he passed away a few years ago becuz of cancer. Then there is my uncles birthday/ my grandmothers one year anvi. She passes away September 18 witch is one my uncles birthday. i have a doctors appointment the 20th that i am ( Read more... )

Last night i went bowling with my friend chris, stevie,mikie,and dave ( Read more... )