How odd is it that I need to go to the cabin to feel the Goddess? Like I care. I just need to go there to actually feel Her. I have such a love/disbelief relationship with religion. Not really a Druid, not really a Pagan, not really a Christian. I just know that when I’m there, I feel like I can feel Her. Hmmmm.

Low sodium, honey---you better be okay. I mean it. Damnit, where’s her cellphone number ( Read more... )

DisorderRatingParanoid:HighSchizoid:LowSchizotypal:ModerateAntisocial:ModerateBorderline:ModerateHistrionic:Very HighNarcissistic:ModerateAvoidant:HighDependent:LowObsessive-Compulsive:Moderate
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leila is dead.

my bowl has died. due to a tragic "altered states" incident my beloved glass bowl has died. shattered. scattered to the winds, gone.

how can life go on?

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Deific Orbisian
You scored 42% Tradition and 27% Mundanity!

You have no trouble with the mystical and metaphysical content of the Orbisian Cosmology, but you might have a few points at which you differ with the exact manner in which they are presented. Still, you are very compatible with Orbisian thought and if ( Read more... )

i applied for 13 jobs online yesterday. somebody better call or i am likely to get a negative attitude.

i came to a decision over the last couple of days. it should have been painful. it should have taken a lot of thought. i'm frankly amazed. but, it's okay. it's really okay. i've loved many people in my life. i have been given the love of many people in my life. recently i counseled a friend to just enjoy the love she's given, and if it ends, then ( Read more... )

most days are good days.

not today.

don't want sympathy. don't want empathy. don't want to talk about it. don't want to think about. i just needed to see it in words.