i just feel my life is out of wack

[bratzgirl]

well i been deciding for the last say 3 days to write in my journal..i mean i have wanted to...but i been so busy this past month..so much so i feel that my life is out of wack... i been working like crazy..not getting to bed till about 4ish am in the morning cuz i am working twice a day..christmas is coming and i havent even shopped yet..i now

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[therbee]

oh... about the social anxiety. It's a pain :(
I have never been diagnosed (never gone to a doctor or anything about it) but I definitely have it. For as long as I can remember... When I have to go out somewhere, my heart starts pounding, I just get this weird uneasy and nervous feeling, that I know is completely irrational but it's there, making me just want to run and hide and stay inside. If given the option, many times I have stayed inside, not gone anywhere.
However, once I'm out there and forced to do things, get errands done, in other words, face people, I do OK. I'm nervous and my heart pounds, but I manage to get through it. You will too!

*hugs*

[bratzgirl]

thanks for your comment..sometimes i think i am alone in this but its good to know i am not..
yea when i went out i got things done but it wasnt enjoyable..when i go into the shops i was fine when i got out of them i wasnt.. its werid..