Reflections on Me

[bravelioness]

I know this sounds conceited, but I've never done a journal entry like this before. Something my Sensei said today just made me want to reflect on my life so far. Because after seeing her opinion, it really felt like putting my life into a completely different perspective.

The truth is

I'm a poor girl. I don't feel poor at all, to be honest. And I'm

Comments

[dipropylene]

I got teary eyes reading your story. You two, and your mom, are very strong people. It's amazing how you guys haven't given up but you just keep on going no matter how hard life is. *hugs*

[bravelioness]

Wow, dipropylene, thank you so much for your nice comment! I really didn't think anything about our life was all that special, perhaps just because we're living it and really used to it...When our professor was so shocked yesterday to hear about our situation, I think the reason we started crying was because we'd only gone up to her to apologize that our essay was going to be late, and suddenly it had turned into more about her concern for our health than about our essay. I think the fact that she was so shocked about something that we're so used to shocked us back, which is why we started crying foolishly. XD I still feel so stupid, because I look SO dumb crying

[cherriedpie]

sorry for intruding. i just stumbled across one lj after another and happened across yours

[bravelioness]

Thanks for your comment, and your sympathy~ I personally feel pretty lucky, so it's okay to live like this.

As for Victoria, I guess you just didn't know her well then. She had a huge false "I'm the nicest person you'll ever meet facade" with most people she knew who didn't own a site that was similar to hers. I've gotten to know just how psychotic she is, and I've learned to laugh at someone as stupid as that, wasting her life at a computer while the rest of us do amazing things. *shrugs* I don't envy that lifestyle at all! I'd take mine any day~!

[daisy_dream]

Sorry for suddenly appearing, but I've come across your lj a couple times through different communities, thought I'd say hi (:

I love your attitude towards everything! Keeping a smile helps a lot doesn't it ^^ Don't worry about looking bad when crying, there's no one who looks good doing it (except maybe actors). I think that when things slide downhill and can't seem to get any worse, it means it can only get better from there on. So look forward to what's to come - I'm sure everything will work out for you! And if you believe it, it will (:

Oh, and I love "Manazashi" too! I fell in love the moment I heard it from Tumbling! Actually, all of honey L days' songs are amazing ♥

[bravelioness]

Hi, nice to meet you~

Thanks for the nice comment. To be honest, life throws a lot of bad things, but there's always that light at the end of the dark tunnel. Now that I know I can always see it ahead of me, the bad things can never fully get me down. And I know, with the amazing things I've already gotten to do, there's way more coming in the future! This was all just the beginning! =)

And yeah, Manazashi is a beautiful song, ne? Glad it was the theme for Tumbling!

[4ndy14]

i was looking for a community for AAA fandom and i happened to stumble upon your page
when i read your story, i could imagine how hard the life both of you have been through
you guys are so strong
i really admire you, your sister and your mother