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so, lately ive been noticing a lot of changes in myself ( Read more... )

schoool tomorrow

ughh.
i really dont want to go back, i mean...
i really really enjoyed the break,
and i dont want school to get in the way of that.
lol

anyways.

idk. im just tired, i workd twelve and a half hours today
because a bunch of people quit.
so whatever. im too nice.

goooodnight.

so basically as of now, im done with what my mom thinks of me.

done. done done.

she had another bust of yelling at me.
and... i really just stopped caring.

im going to get these grades for myself. not her.

my mom cant make up her mind ( Read more... )

you know what really irritates me?

people posting bullitens on myspace like:

"oh, im so ugly, i hate myself"
"im so fat"
when they are just fishing for pathetic compliments.
because if they really felt that way they wouldnt be posting their insecuirties for everyone to see.

and then people posting stuff like 
"i hate life"
and random emo stuff like that.
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a;kjsdf;lksjdf.

homecoming; 
should be lots of fun. 
although its kinda sad i dont have a date...
because i see all of these people pairing up,
and looking cute together.
while i seem to be doomed to be alone forever.

gah.

so, ive been thinking about next year,
and im scared.

so im taking
spanish III
IB accellerated calc
physics

and 2 other things.

those classes are going to be HARD.

PLUS:
s-squared
gsa
track
work

meaning this year, i wont have much time for anything.

and i REALLY, REALLY, dont want to fail.
i want to be able to handle this all.

im home


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so, i wake up to finding barney barking like crazy, left outside... i wait awhile cuz someone should get him...

i wait about 10 mins, no one gets him, so i go out and get him, then i find no one is home, someone left him outside for about, half an hour.

AND; last night i asked them to leave a car that i can drive so i could get to work;

we have;
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