happy new years.

it was great. we were laughing so hard we totally missed the countdown.

new years eve.
i cant actually believe it.

we climbed on these old appartment rooftops where we could see all of san marcos.
and we smoked cigarettes and talked about futures and wishes and the stars.
about fucking arizona and salt lake city.
and i never laughed honestly as much as i did the night before.
my stomach still hurts.

ive been seeing alot of people i havent seen in a while lately.
and its been great.
i think we ended on a bad note.
and im sorry.
i value your friendship.

i dont hate anyone.

new years
will be fucking great.
just you wait and see..

today was fun ( Read more... )

tomorrow will be awsome.
becuase i have this house beautiful all to my self.
and i have the el dorado.

i only wanted one thing.
i didnt need the fakeness.
i didnt need the lies.

not worth it.
definatley not.
had some good laughs though.

sometimes....