So Rachel left the church a while back for some stupid reason. She came back like a week or two ago and its been really wierd. She has tried to do the whole buddy buddy thing but it just aint working. I tried to forgive her, and I really think I did it just seems like she didn't accept it or something. I dont know why I care or why I am telling you ( Read more... )

I have a secret for you....

Don't feel like telling you though

So who saw Saw for 8 hours yesterday? OOO I did

Waiting almost 3 years. Puting up with the constint insults. Taking a huge blow for the relationship. Taking her back 100s of times. then she dumps me. wow

FOR EXTREMELY SHORT VERSION READ BELLOW: so matthew shawn got married yesterday right. so obviously i took rachel as my date. we had to go as a group because people needed rides. i could tell something was still bothering her. (I noticed it the night before when we were watching a movie together as a group, she said it was a wierd time to talk ( Read more... )

i dont want to go into details yet but we are still together and she pisses me off right now

I went to senior ball with this girl from work. It was so much fun. She has a bf and I really dont care. I stopped liking rachel but she is still like a lost puppy dog or something

The electrified candy bar tempts me.

Good idea: Spend time with your parents.
Bad idea: Tell your parents what is bothering you

good news: finals this week and next week which means im almost done. Bad news: I hate rachel and I am back to having about 5 people but i really dont care about any of them. there is this one girl i work with. im going to ball with her and shes pretty cool. to bad she is like obsessed with this other guy.