"The Old Fools ( Read more... )

my parents know exactly what to say
to make me feel terrible about who i am
and what i am doing with my life.

on friday ( Read more... )

for Christmas,
one of Alex's presents from his parents
was two tickets to Spamalot on broadway,
one ticket for him, and one for me.

"we have allies," he said,
and it made me smile.

i like being a part
of a united front.

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i got my grades back the other day ( Read more... )

i don't think i like this,
being home here.

it seems...empty.

sometimes it feels like i have a person
but no place.

well,
as of 4:07 pm today
when i turned in my last paper,
semester one of college
is over.

wow. wow.
i made it.
it has been almost four months
since my parents dropped me off,
and i played Belle & Sebastian
and decorated my room,
my own little space,
and waited for something to happen.

wow.i made it ( Read more... )

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( i go to bed in Los Angeles thinking about you. )