There comes a time in everyone's life where revelation occurs; usually more than once.
When people are forced to make decisions that may lead their life to completely different places.

I've had a major one come up into my life recently and I've made all the wrong choices.  All these past years, I've been completely selfless and sacrificing my time ( Read more... )

I drank way too much last night.
That's all that needs to be said.

Holy shit.

I never realized how hot my friend was.
God damn.
x_x

I hate hot internet friends.
>_<

ps- I hope you all know my entry titles are just mindless lyrics most of the time and usually mean nothing haha.

So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be.

I don't want to start thinking again. Not like I have this last week. I can't think again. Not ever again.
I don't know if you've ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or just ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a great break from everything.
My feelings were off the walls.

Erika came over.  We sketched out her painting.  The thought of doing another painting just gets me excited and happy; looking at all my new brushes makes me want to jump around and yell.  yay.

I went to rugby yesterday.  It's been forever.  We went there to meet up with ( Read more... )

I'm sorry I've neglected writing in here.  I guess I've been ranting more on my livejournal.

I use to rant about how I didn't care who read my entries but now I do.  That's probably why I stopped writing in here.  I'm going to take a deep breath and just write... I'll probably hurt some people... but it's fine. I need this right now.

Lately, my ( Read more... )

Girls confuse me.
Ugh.

I don't know what to do.

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Ugh Olivia.
You make my heart skip beats.

Are you sure I'm not the one being hypnotized?

I was born to tell you I love you
Its that a song already
I get a B in originality
And its true I cant go on without you
Your smile makes me see clear
If you could only see in the mirror what I see

Hm, I miss Olivia.