its been awhile since this has been updated, and, if anybody even reads this, then i'm sorry that its taken so long. the truth of the matter is that my dear old mother read my journal, and was very 'ashamed' and 'dissapointed'... so typical of my mother, she can never be angry or upset, because that would imply that shes not the heart-of-stone ( Read more... )

have you ever heard that one song that completely changes everything? one of those songs where when you're driving you just want to sing along and don't care if you look silly, just because you've already lost yourself in the moment?

man, i love songs like that.

things to look forward to next week:starting Emerson in english class ( Read more... )

"its gonna be a lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely day"
-phantom planet what up world, its been a few days this weekend has been crammed to the rim with family bonding time, and its aggrivating as hell, but i know when i look back on my life, i'm gonna remember 'family scrabble night' (can i gag yet?) anyways, i've been doing nothing lately, and i'm ( Read more... )

god i hate the world sometimes.

'if i was to walk
til time was thrown away
if i was to climb
til the air was too thin
i couldnt find a picture for the frame
as perfect as you
as perfect as you'
-rufio lalala.. today was a good day... i got my report card, and i did pretty damn good on it, considering the fact that i did like 2% of my homework....whoohoo... no school tomorrow cuz ( Read more... )

The Perks of Being A Wallflower by stephen chbosky... read it, think about it, love it. i read it last night, after the kids i was babysitting went to bed... definitely makes my top ten list. THank you, tyler, for reccomending it, it was great. sammys gettin her eyebrow pierced today... i'm really excited for her, cuz its gonna be sweet, but i' ( Read more... )

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...over at angies house....listening to cursive and thinking about geometry and how i should help angie....yep, we're losers, but thats ok.... on the computer...friday night.....oh how i wish i had a life!! rahh!! halloween was yesterday, for those of you who are so busy that all your days run into one big blur, i went over to mandy's, dressed up ( Read more... )

so today, kemp said the meanest thing to me, but it wasnt really all too mean, because its sorta true... he was like like 'sara, you know what? i can imagine robbers coming in here to rob the place and they'll have you at gunpoint and tell you to shut up, and you talk a lot when you're nervous, and youd get us all killed!' grr.. its sad but true ( Read more... )

ok, umm... this is a little hard to say, but the longer i stand here talking about how hard it is, the harder it will be. I've been fighting as hard as i can, to try and keep this feeling down, to try and put on a happy face... pretend that its not happening... but it is... i feel more depressed than i ever have before... no... thats not true.. ( Read more... )