life is like physics, nothing happens without a reason, right? i hope thats true. i hope theres reasons, and i hope the reasons will make everything alright... i feel so obligated to help my friends, because they did the same for me, but all i can do is think 'holy shit, i'm in soooo over my head, and i'm not even the one whos heart is breaking ( Read more... )

finally getting to write this down in here.... last night was the mest, homegrown, madcap, and catch 22 concert at st. andrews hall, and it was so much fun... i had a great time (thanks jim and pat for taking me!) among the more memorable moments were ( Read more... )

i just close my eyes and I’m already there;
its already too late.
i know its nothing but lies,
but they sound so sincere;
i find them too hard to hate.
-thrice ugh, people are too complicated, i try to help and end up almost losing 2 of my best friends, and then another gets ticked at me, for reasons that i dont understand... looks like its ( Read more... )

you remember that song 'video killed the radio star' ? uhh yeah, its been stuck in my head all day.. and i dont know why.. its really getting on my nerves... oh yeah, and another thing has majorly been pissing me off in the past few days, is when people say one thing, and then do another... wtf its soooo hypocritical, and it makes you look like a ( Read more... )

Spirit week starts tomorrow. Holy Jesus, we're all going to die. The endless parade of orange and black not only makes me nauseated but reminds me, once again, of the mindless leming-esque adittude of our generation. i don't see what the point is of dressing up for school spirit, when you know the football team is going to lose anyways. It just ( Read more... )

listen here's the pleasant part-
you and i, we fell apart
why dont you
why dont you say that to my face?
i've been ripped up
torn down in so many ways
everything you
everytime you
every word you said
if i told you this was killing me
would you, could you stop?
-the juliana theory-i am obsessed with those first two lines... listen heres the ( Read more... )

life sucks and then you die
ever had one of those days?
when you think that
everything has to get better
because it cant get any worse
and then you realize that you were wrong?

this is going nowhere... i'm going to take a nap.

ooh what a lovely day!!! we got out of school an hour and 20 minutes early because of some computer error in the heating system, it was sooo hot in our school, it sucked a big one, but it rocked that we got out early. quote of the day belongs to JD-- "come on mrs. prestel, i'm like.. heat strokin'!" hmm.. i guess you had to be there, but it was ( Read more... )

wont you think i'm pretty
when i'm standing atop the bright lit city?
-the used
i think i'm going to be in brentwood on ryan's birthday... hahaha, thats going to be soo much fun, i can't wait to see what's going to happen...i miss all my brentwood buds, these northern kids just aint the same...i love you guys. :)

i was sooo out of it at school today... lack of sleep and tylenol cold dont mix... i cant remember anything i talked about with anybody, so if it was important, i'm sorry, but you'll have to repeat yourself...

i feel like shit, i need a cup of tea.