Apparently this is 99.9% TRUE ( Read more... )

At night I stare out my bedroom window, the way I did when I was a young girl. I look up into the heavens, asking question after question. I know you are out there, but I feel so alone, and can't understand it. Do you watch me, watch me struggle? Watch me cry? Watch me suffer? I promised not to cry, but I can't help it, it never seems to stop, even ( Read more... )

This year is close to over, and I am not sad to see it go either, I'm quite anxious. Every year differs from the last, I'm excited to see what absolute chaos 2006 will bring me.

Random thoughts ( Read more... )

Sunday, December 25, 2005 ( Read more... )

Well, here it is ppl. Happy Holidays. Much love. Xoxotonya..

Your Fortune Is
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Nervous kisses. Messy hair. Trembling vocals. Secret crushes. Space. Starlit skies. Overcast. Fog. Falling asleep to the sound of rain. Crickets at night. Rain through my fingers, through my hair, on my face. The ocean crashing against the shore. Starfish. Old twisted tree trunks. Trading books. Chess. Bowling. Thrift stores. Culture. Indian food. ( Read more... )

It's like a bad dream, endless. Screaming, but nothing comes out. The kind when you actually die in it and the dream continues without you, but somehow you watch from a distance. It's strange.

promise to update this thing. And unlock most of my locked entries. i kinda need to go back and read through that stuff first though. i havent any friends on this thing, but know for a fact ppl read it and have for a while, which is cool. i dont mind that, i just want to be friendly, more caring, concerned with otehrs feelings, the way i may not ( Read more... )