i don't know why i say the things i do. i guess i'm just in an awkard place (?). uhhm. yeah sure.

anyway...sorry for being stupid i guess...i just can't help the way i feel sometimes.

8:43 am:
4 bombings...one wasnt enough
37; possible 50 dead.
700 injured.
worst attack there since WWII.
warning raised to orange.
anxiety.

i hate this.
this needs to stop.

jess...i wish you were home <3..

people shouldn't say such things to others because you never know how a person is going to react.
you don't know what this person does as a result or how it affects this person.
it may do nothing, or it causes everything.

i don't get it.

and i'm sorry that i'll never be what you want.

my brother went to Wisconsin earlier this week for business and he sent me a post card.
it has cows all over it and it reads "Wiscowsin." =)
ahhh i misssss him<3 ( Read more... )

i have so much running through my head right now.
i'm aware of all that i need to accomplish, but this april vacation has felt like summer vacation.
i almost refuse to go back to school.

drew carey just kissed a man.
hmm...it was awkward...and i'm not even there.

"Talking about music is like talking about sex. How do you describe it?"

oh bruce you make ( Read more... )

slight change.
i am unbelieveably numb.
how i pretend is facinating.

oh just stab me in the heart.
death by a thousand knives.