Someone falls to pieces ( Read more... )

(retext: This is by far not a suicide note, I am enjoying life and plan on living forever, and I'm not sick or anything, I'm just writing this for whenever my time does come, I want to say a few things and plan a little bit out. I've been thinking a little about Kevin and everyting lately, and felt I needed to do this. All my friends who read this ( Read more... )

If I leave here tomorrow, would you still remember me?

Faith is great, I don't believe faith can be misleading. Preachers, priests, monks, atheists and politicians are misleading. Faith is simply belief in something that we can't literally prove - but true faith, whether it be in Jesus or Allah or whatever can't be understood unless you have it. I've had faith - I still do to a certain extent - I just ( Read more... )

I'm really happy for you, Jackie... I really am, I'm glad one of us found the way... I went to church tonight, but I don't know what to believe anymore...

the "friend" I was referring to is just an old friend of mine who I lost touch with all that long ago when I started dating Julie.... I used to burn CD's for her.... I think that's her anyway..

I know that it is freezing, but I think we have to walk ( Read more... )

That last entry came out way, ummm, darker than I intended - for once in a long time I'm actually happy, and optimistic about the way things are going, just a little bitter about the way things turned out... jobs, relationships, decisions... but I don't regret a single one of them, good luck to anything that I left behind or left me behind, I ( Read more... )

I take my life too seriously sometimes. I've got great friends, even though I've turned my back on many of them (or vice versa?), too hell with them, they must've never mattered that much anyway. I've been trying to add up the past few months - surely they add up to something. I sure as hell learned alot, about myself, about people in general, and ( Read more... )

See you at the crossroads
So you won't be lonely

Life sucks