Thank God it's all almost over. I can't put peanut butter in the fridge anymore, I need to start writing things down, the world doesn't revolve around you two, and I don't know how to mix that shit up. Nevermind :)

Britt, you ain't got any reason to be running your mouth at my fiancee' - all she has done is take up for you and try to be your friend, then you go say some shit about her not treating me right. Well I appreciate the concern, but I think I'm better-suited to be the judge of that, and if she didn't treat me right I wouldn't be here with her now. ( Read more... )

Tonight was just something else... it was magical, in my mind. Jackie, I'm sorry about the things I said earlier, I really didn't mean it the way it came out, but I think you know that now. I promise not to let it happen again, I don't think it matters anymore though. On Christmas Eve, when I gave you the ring, I thought I knew exactly how much I ( Read more... )

I'm bored out of my mind... Jackie left to see some of her family in North Georgia, and she hasn't been gone 7 hours yet and I already am missing her and Alexus severely... she got me all worried she was gonna be up there with "hot college guys"... nah lol I'm not worried, I trust that she would never do something like that to me, just like she ( Read more... )

I'm over here at Jackie's... we had a lil fuss last night at the bar.. we both got really upset... but I hope our long talk last night worked things out with her, cuz it did with me... I love her to death but I'm not going to be anything else with her except friends... too much heartache and hurt to deal with... I'm going to be her friend, a very ( Read more... )

I've only got a month or so left until I leave for the Navy... it scares the hell out of me and excites me at the same time. It's hard to believe 2004 is coming to a close... this has been a strange year and it flew by. Mike Cooley wrote in "Carl Perkins Cadillac" that "Life ain't nuthin but a blending up of all the up's and down's" and I found ( Read more... )

THis song describes exactly what I want to say to before I leave, and just never felt the way to say it and never found the right time... for those won't don't know, I joined the Navy and will be leaving the next couple months, and me and Jackie got back together then decided it wasn't the best idea... Jackie, I still love you and always will, and ( Read more... )

When I look into your eyes ( Read more... )

in one week I went from rock bottom to the top of the mountain - that just amazes me - i moved in at jackie's, so if u try to get in touch with me you've got to call over there - anyways, i'm happier than shit and i've got a big hopefully great future ahead of me with her...

Julie, everything you said as far as the kind of person I am is completely right. I'm basically worthless - I've been the most self-destructive and hurting/disappointing to people around me person there has ever been, and I apologize. But you're wrong when you say that you made no imprint on my life; you made a great impact. You showed me how good ( Read more... )