Wow...can't take my mind off Vinny for some reason. I guess it's just shocking me that someone my age died and from brain cancer? It's just not supposed to happen. He had his whole life to live and now it's gone. I can't understand why God would want him so badly. I guess he truly was an angel on earth. It's just really upsetting to know he was my ( Read more... )

Not much to say today. Joe came over for a little while last night which was nice. I was kinda hoping it would just be me and him but Tom came. It's all good though because Tom is my LION and I love him of course! Then they left to go to Tony's and I put my pjs on and went to bed. Party at Brittney's tonight!
As Always

Ugh I'm beyond frustrated right now. My mom leaves all her shit laying around the house and then tells me to clean it up..who the hell does she think she is???? I can't take it anymore. It's so annoying and everything from the basement is stillll everywhere and I hate living like this because of the neat freak I am. I wanna have people over in the ( Read more... )

I've been in the greatest mood these past couple of days and I really love it. It's so much better than being depressed.. obviously. Anyway today was good. I made five new friends, Trish, Allison, Amanda, Zach and Matt. Another day of school and then the weekend and I get to work! O yeh! Not. I hate getting up early but the paychecks do come in ( Read more... )

Hey...I feel incredible today! I had the best day ever!!!!!! Got to see my pook like 5439653689 times, which made it a lot better than it already was...shawn gave me a cd which rox my ass off..I got to miss English and Math because of lessons and overall my day was wonderful! Got home finished the homework in like an hour and then ate..I made some ( Read more... )

Yehhhh..wrote this today. It's not a song or a poem I guess I just needed to vent. So here it is ( Read more... )

i'm happy. things are great. the day was wonderful and i'm in a very good mood. (thanks to some people :)) i can't understand myself anymore. my feelings keep changing. i'm a crazy motha fuckaaa. anyway i am happy and that's about all i have to say tonight!
as always

hey yo..wow i'm tired like a mother..on the phone with joey and tom..wow they're drunk off they're asses!!!!!!! last night we had the wonderful game..marching band rox!!!!! ah yeh! anyway..after i went out with cristina, tina, joe gatooso i think n this kid matt. yeh they're fun. joe is a hottie and cristina has to hook up with him now!!!! anyway ( Read more... )

i couldn't be in a greater mood ever in my life. i was so happy today it was crazy. it's mostly because last night i imed joe thinking he wouldn't im me back but he did! i honestly thought he didn't care about me at all anymore. but i guess i was kinda wrong. i miss him sooo much. even though we still didn't talk in person today..it felt so ( Read more... )

im glad that things are starting to look up. i think im finally figuring out who i am. its crazy how we all change. maybe its supposed to happen for a reason to teach us something vague ..or to teach us something we can always remember or treasure. i just dont want to feel lonely anymore. anything but that. knowing what its like not to be lonely ( Read more... )