freakng miserable.
i am the worst WORST CASE SENARIO THINKER. i do not want a relationship.................like, today tomorrow or next week or next month maybe within a few months
Thanks for the encouragement. I'm not sure if you meant for that to be sorta funny...? Because it kinda made me laugh (which is always a good thing).
Maybe that was a little too much info in the post. I should/will go back and edit it. Obviously, I'm not in any church/ relationship with God/ fellowship with other christians.
I'm not really sure about the future, whether or not I'd choose to back into church. I'm not wanting to step in a church right now.
But I have to make it noted, that within this past week you're the third person who has gotten me to consider where I'm at 'spiritually' - but not just spiritually, all-around well-being-ness. So.. I've definitely considered walking into a church over the weekend.
But maybe sometime when I'm not struggling with guys, sex, or an eating disorder. Too much work right to have to go through all of that.
I'm glad I could make you laugh. I wouldn't worry about going to church. I don't. I think they're a big let down. If it "so happens" that a Christian walks into your life though and wants to be your friend, consider it.
God will be as patient as you need Him to be.
If you ever want a Christian perspective on anything or just want to talk, I'll be there for you.
On another note... I read through your journal and it looks like you've had some experience with getting a job at hospitals. I'm looking for a job myself and was wondering if you've had good luck with that route. Any advice?
i've filled out a MILLION applications. my mom and 2 roommates work at one and I'd kill to get a decent job there but I'm stuck with sales experience and crappy health insurance.
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*covers eyes*
*peaks*
*quotes*
Matthew 5:28But I tell you that anyone who looks at a woman lustfully has already committed adultery with her in his heart.
*quotes it again*
*quotes it again*
*quotes it again*
*peaks*
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Maybe that was a little too much info in the post. I should/will go back and edit it.
Obviously, I'm not in any church/ relationship with God/ fellowship with other christians.
I'm not really sure about the future, whether or not I'd choose to back into church. I'm not wanting to step in a church right now.
But I have to make it noted, that within this past week you're the third person who has gotten me to consider where I'm at 'spiritually' - but not just spiritually, all-around well-being-ness. So.. I've definitely considered walking into a church over the weekend.
But maybe sometime when I'm not struggling with guys, sex, or an eating disorder. Too much work right to have to go through all of that.
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God will be as patient as you need Him to be.
If you ever want a Christian perspective on anything or just want to talk, I'll be there for you.
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Im just not as close to Him as I once was.
It's good awesome that God still has patience with me and puts people in my path to remind me that He's still there.
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i've filled out a MILLION applications.
my mom and 2 roommates work at one and I'd kill to get a decent job there but I'm stuck with sales experience and crappy health insurance.
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