i've been entertaining the idea of moving out of ok ( Read more... )

ah ok ( Read more... )

so the new boy is super fucking rad.
he's stuck around the last 2 weeks
so we'll see!

got a fancy phone yesterday too.

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oh noooooes!
extra extra new boy.
meeeeep!
he's super cute. long messy hair. skinny. hilarious. suprisingly chilvarous.
umph.

who knew i'd be so boy crazy?
it's silly really.
but it's soooo fun...
they make me feel pretty.
and sometimes like absolute poo.

this a ridiculous update.

good day.

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i'm stuck in between trying to help a friend and losing her.
reminds me of what happened to Tracy...
and now we next to never talk.
i don't know how to go about this. i'm very bad with confrontation.
so i step back.... hoping that they will realize that something's not right ( Read more... )

i miss being 16 ( Read more... )

i can't sleep.
my thoughts are coming at me at 10000 mph
ahhhhh!
what i wouldn't give for just a few more hours of sleep.
i need a job. i need to occupy my time more accordingly. i want to.
i feel like i'm just taking up space right now.

hey, i have a question, why am i always the one to fall hard?
yes again, really.

lots of fun stuff coming up!

show at vzd's friday...
tattoo @ the convention saturday...
kings of leon in tulsa on monday...
AND smoke or fire at the end of this month! squeeeeee!

i'm beyond excited with things right now.
yes yes yes.

smashley, you're more than welcome to come with...
i miss your face :)

warum bin ich behandelte auf diese weise?
immer wieder
oh wenn ich verstand...

und sie sagen nichts.