Fed up ( Read more... )

I think I want this so badly simply because I want a way out. Sometimes I wonder if it's what I really want to do or if it's just something I would be content with. I guess that's why i'm going to school, but if I get the job then I won't have much time to go to school. Hopefully I will still take classes here and there so I can get my degree down ( Read more... )

Mistake confirmed ( Read more... )

Dirty Jobs is the perfect hangover cure.

I've never been this confused in my life. I don't even know what's going on anymore. I just want answers, but there arn't any to be had. I hope i'm not making a huge mistake. I really, really hope so.

You know what? It's my fault. I know better.

I could have done without tonight.

I hate the fact that I have so much free time to think. Some nights I just want to scream. I don't know if i'm excited for my birthday yet. I don't think I am. But it's the only thing I have to look forward to. If nothing else i'll see some cool people. Stay sharp. Stay, please.

I shouldn't be upset. I know I shouldn't. But I can't help it for some reason. Maybe it's because I don't do anything. All week, all I do is work and go to the gym and THATS IT. My life lacks any sort of activity. So I guess I get upset because when an opportunity comes along for a fun night, I can't take it. It's not that I don't want to, I just ( Read more... )

I feel like this is what I get for getting my hopes up ( Read more... )

I believe in honesty.