i'm bored. this day has been an even bigger drag. i made strawberry muffins though. they're good. that, i suppose...has been the highlight of my day. i'm going over to sar's later to watch the oc and just do our usual bonding. Goddard may stop by and visit. hopefully he does; there will be a new highlight for the day ( Read more... )

i'm so tired of being written off. whether you know it or not, i do exist....and not just when you feel like acknowledging me. i'm always fuckin' here. through everything, i've been here. go ahead, overlook this and me. make my day. fuckkkkkkkk you ( Read more... )

knock the ice up off my bed, cut back your hand, cut back so i can bleed a little smile. that's all that's left when heaven splits in two. on a bridge a phantom love, kiss and shove, have i slept it off? i've been awake for too long... all this time there's a hole in my ceiling where dreams escape-right above my head-i'll take a holiday, i'm sick ( Read more... )

when whoever's in new england's through with you.

I'm fuckin miserable and it's your fault. I hate you.

I'm giving up on everything and everyone. I don't care anymore and i'm tired of trying. Forget about this...it was never much anyway ( Read more... )

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yaaaaaay to a great week! I didn't do shit really but it was good. I only had to work a couple days and jay and goddard visited. The rest of the week was spent at Sar's with jennn, dport, goddard, jay, kyleeee and a few other people every once and a while. Lots of xbox was played. i hate xbox. sar loves xbox ( Read more... )

It's wayy too cold outside. This bullshit needs to go awayyyyyy ( Read more... )

It's kinda early, i dont have to work today, and im boreddd...so here's a long-ass survey! oh how perfect ( Read more... )

...i'll just leave it at this ( Read more... )

its fakkin' snowingggggg!new years was alright. went to a fucking long, ass show...laughed at the retarded kid in the sweat suit, went to deny's and had ice cream, went back to sar's to watch the ball drop but didn't cuz my car keys were missing, ball dropped, krys passed out kisses to everyone lol, found my keys in a pile of socks, then went in ( Read more... )