Wow, I just spent the past hour listening to a pair of women complain about coddled, disobedient children, the economy, daylight savings, and other related topics, while I was sorting A LOT of newsletters alphabetically by last name. I realize the previous sentence is a little long, but, damn could these women talk. I don't know what I enjoyed/ ( Read more... )

It's windy today. A cold, bitter wind. A spirit determined to suck the heat of my body and the warmth of my soul. It is half succeeding ( Read more... )

No one likes to admit they google their friends, family, significant other, and their own names. When I google my name, I find three pages worth of cross country times, two results pertaining to this website, and the last three are porn, and no, they're not of me...I don't think. I googled Ben's name, now that I know his last name, and I found ( Read more... )

Yesterday while I was working at the pool, a man came in. He appeared to be well known by some of the patrons and the employees. Turns out he used to work here. He was in North Manchester visiting his mother. We talked for a good portion of the afternoon and it was very pleasant conversation to be sure. A few minutes after he left, the phone ( Read more... )

I'm still looking for a place to live next year. Someone suggested I go through the school. Another suggested that I ask everyone one I know if they're living in the same house/apartment next year. I looked at another house apartment. This one is on the top floor. It's rather small. *shrugs* I'm still looking. I may have to settle for ( Read more... )

Beatrice- Jay Barot-Spencer ( Read more... )

I saw Josh tonight. He's finally moved on. I'm happy for him and sad for myself. I didn't cry and I probably won't. Happiness will find him and when a problem arises in paradise, he'll call me. He likes a girl. I know just who too. He wouldn't reveal her name, but I'm really not that stupid ( Read more... )

Late night last night. I received a letter from someone that I haven't really written about since last year about this time. Everything about the letter shocked me except for the main message, which has always been quite apparent. Another man who thinks he loves me. I wish it weren't so. He understands more clearly than anyone how I will hurt ( Read more... )

My new mantra in life is, “one step at a time”. Looking up a twisting, spiraling staircase to completion, happiness, and contentment which is the top, can cause a sense of overwhelming dread and anxiety. I have so much to do and it feels a bit much. However, if I break it up into manageable pieces I am able to complete all tasks and chores with ( Read more... )

My plane departs from Auckland, New Zealand at 7:30 PM Monday / 1:30 AM Monday Eastern ( Read more... )