I can't even remember the last time I wrote in this thing, but it was a very long time ago. Since then I've found the love of my life thus far, moved to Ohio, became friends w/ the love of my life (which never seems to work out for me), and am now preparing to leave for NY in a few days. I've been up and down, I've missed my friends like crazy, ( Read more... )

Life has been crazy since March when I last wrote in this thing so I guess theres a lot of catching up to be done. Softball has been taking up a lot of my time and lets just say that the season has been rocky. Last Thursday I turned 18 and now have a nice collection of soft porn in my locker given to me from my loving friends. I must say, its ( Read more... )

Its been so nice these last two days that I've been in the best mood. I hung out w/ my girls last night, Linz and Jenny, which was fun as it always is. And today seemed kind of long since I had a lesson and then went running and everything. But I must say life is good now and that I'm enjoying everything.

This past week theres been some tension to say the least and I find it amusing now that I think about it. Change happens and it will continue to happen regardless of how much we may not want it to. I know I have changed and my friends have changed. Some people may think I haven't changed for the best but I really don't care what they think ( Read more... )

Okay, so I go to practice today and I find out I have practice at 7 in the freakin' morning on Saturday, what the fuck is up with that? Needless to say that should be interesting since I'm gonna be partying friday w/ linz, jenny, germ(can't help but laugh after saying that), and his friends. It'll be crazy but whatever I'm gonna have one hell of ( Read more... )

So apparently we're suppose to get snow tomorrow, which I hope we don't because that will just suck. Today was good for a Monday but I can't wait till Friday to come so that its the weekend. Last night I went to see Starsky and Hutch w/ Linz and Jenny which was fun, its fun anytime I'm w/ them b/c they rock and are my girls. I've come to the ( Read more... )

Today was the first offical day of spring sports and it wasn't too bad. Our may actually do pretty well. After softball practice I went to the gym and ran again and then went to weis just to buy gum and see linz. I love that girl, she's crazy.

You know whats funny? How a person's thoughts and feelings about someone can do a 180 turn. The two short relationships that I have been in have both started out good with both people enjoying each others company and then out of no where the one decides its not working for them anymore and give a bullshit reason. The funny thing is that I always ( Read more... )

I've been in a really weird mood today, I was just really happy and couldn't sit still. Its definitely true that everytime I end some sort of relationship that I dress really hot for the next couple of days, I don't know why that is, you'd think I'd dress to match my mood, lol. But anyways, I was in a good mood today and I realize how much I love ( Read more... )

The other night and today after school Jimmy told me that he wants to be friends with me and that he just doesn't really know what he wants right now and that he needs to figure stuff out. It was hard to hear but I know that it needed to be said and I can't be angry at him for saying how he felt. Yeah, I felt confused and I just find it ironic ( Read more... )