I've been really selfish all week. Of course I've been home for my mom and whatnot but the whole time I've wished I was out doing something. I guess that's normal, I haven't complained even though I've been so stressed out this whole time. But I can't imagine what my mom feels and especially  what Lance feels, having to be laid up in the hospital ( Read more... )

Oh yeah, Merry Christmas.

My step-dad went into the hospital tonight with a severe sore throat. He's in ICU right now with Epiglottitis. He'll be in there for around 4 days or so.

Sweet.

I think my family is cursed, it seems like nothing but bad has happened within these past two years.

I am the most selfish motherfucker in the world.

I guess Justin needs to be out of the picture for awhile, until I figure things out. I cannot do this anymore.

Beer makes me too happy.

I need to mak e everyone presents.

RED= general choice for bead color.

Green = second choice

self reminder.

goddamn. My boyfriend wonders why I hate coming home, I miss everyone. I love you all, friends.

I want to make everyone a present.

:)

I have such bad anger problems. I don't even give a fuck, I'm so close to breaking up with Justin's dumb ass right now. I swear to god he makes me more mad than I thought anyone ever could.

FUCK.

01. What did you do in 2006 that you'd never done before?
umm I will be having a two-year anniversary, that is something new!

02. How did you see in the new year?
I never really do anything. Last year I sat at home, the year before I drank too much. I'm looking for a median of the two this year. Hopefully it will be fun.

03. Did you keep your new ( Read more... )

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put the oldest picture in your album:

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NOW I KNOW WHY I AM SO DRUNK

I HAVE NOT EATEN ANYTHING BUT FLAX/PUMPKIN SEED CEREAL ALL DAY

as well as fruit salad and a bunch of other simple sugars

fuckkkkkkk I wish I wasnt at homeeeeeeeeee
I almost challenged Justin but somehow he won.