hello there i'm in Arizona with my mom and Greg and it is so cold out here but very b-e-a-utiful here the landscape, and the sky a clear blue just wow. i hope everyone had a good thanksgiving i know i did i met a guy named Nick a junior football player very cutie at dinner he was the nephew of our hosts for the evening we will probably go and see ( Read more... )

today was so goood except for all this drama were having i hope gets resolved soon cuze i'm worried i got an A on my quiz yeah and Celina got to go to a scrimage and i really really really wanted to go and i can't becuase of my mom and that sucks any whoodle what are you all doing for turkey day i'm going to Arizona why .........i don't know but ( Read more... )

what is with me lately honestly i have no idea i mean i have been so caught in other people lives and been slacking that i'm so lost it's like i don't have time to do anything any more i have been depressed to i'll be in the shower or doing my homework and i'll strat crying i don't think it's over a guy ( a certain guy) i just feel really ( Read more... )

hey today was a lot of fun i'm hopeing that i will be able to play polo this year with Celina and Maddy and them. i'm worried about my grades but i know that i will bring them up. i want to go see "Alfie" i love Jude Law he is so cutie. and victor wow he is so fine i want to push him up against the locker and make out with him ....... pure ( Read more... )

if your reading this you know me pretty well so if i were to say that i asked kyle to be my dancing partner for a quincerra that i will be in it would come as no suprise......... wrong my heart pounded until it pulsed in my ears every ring of the phone then his voice came on oh man i still couldn't believe i did it. then i didn't talk to him today ( Read more... )

i think i know who my crush is i saw him after my dad picked me up from school he took me to jack in the box and i saw Troy from my english class i sware if i didn't already know him i saw it was love at first sight he smiled and gave me my food but he was so sexy i didn't know what to do i can't stop thinking about him but he has a girlfriend but ( Read more... )

okay this feelings is worse than cramps worse that having your heartbroken it's that feeling you get when you feel like you not accomplishing anything. when do i feel that......... all the time everyone things that i'm a happy person all the time but no one understands me i don't even think that i understand myself. the way i feel i feel like i'm ( Read more... )

i would like to apologize for my behavior i was really mad i don't hate my life and things are going pretty good so far i didn't mean to go off i'm usually not like that just sometimes you gotta let go and not hold it in Bye:)

i hate it there they are such a pain in the ass i didn't get my license today why because of one piece of fuck'n paper i mean that's all i need and if my parents didn't live so fucking far away i wouldn't have this problem i hate my life it's just so pointless nothing is going right this year i hate it i don't even want to go to school i am so ( Read more... )

What is wrong me i hate him he calls me a fall all over again i hate him he calls i fall ALL OVER AGIAN i mean ineed to get over him he has a girlfriend a GIRLFRIEND why do i hold on why ? because of one night no it was all the time i spent with him god i hate him but i love him i think i do why ? i need to stop but how can i when i see him every ( Read more... )