...and all things will end...

[breathefromcoma]

So here I am. It's 2005. It's actually been 2005 for four days, but I've been too busy to post. Well...maybe not busy...let's just say that I didn't have anything to say. So here I am. Sipping on my fruit punch and reading my girlfriend's dated Xanga journal entires. It's pretty interesting. I always love hearing what she has to say or what

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[the7thescape]

O! Chris! Do you know how much I regret ever writing those things? You weren't the only one who was fooling themselves. Remember when I said "everyone has coping mechanisms" all the time? Think that must've been one of mine. Clever, eh? Self-defeat. But I'm so sorry. I never meant to hurt you with those things. I never meant to hurt you, ever. I hate that my words have. I hate that I have. I'm so sorry.

But I do love you, Chris. I love you so much. And I couldn't ever be in anyone elses arms, because I don't belong there. And if I ever thought I did, I was lying to me. Sally's only in love with one person. And I'm only in love with you. I was always in love with you, even when I said I wasn't, I was. Ask Emily. Emily knew.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you,*about a million "I love you"s later* I love you...and there are still lots more.

2005 will be great.

Love,
Kenzie

there is not i could title this.

[autumnutopia]

Tears fell fast while reading that...i never knew you loved her that much...i never knew anyone could be loved that much...she loved you even when she pretened she didnt shes loved since the day she met you. Its hard sometimes to let things go...i have to let go of trying to be your best friend or her best friend because you are each others best friend and nothing can come between that and i would never want it too... I cant believe i cried like a baby...i am such a loser...i hope that one day someone can see me like u see her...but please never forget to remember me...i dont know what i would do with out you guys...i really wouldnt have any ture friends...God is doing so much in ur heart and life right no chris dont let it go dont let things like old friendships drag u down...one day not far from now we will be changing the world i believe it with all i have in me i believe it that God wants us to change the world together...and we will...with our talents combined we are Gods Hands

oops

[autumnutopia]

I meant to say there is nothing i can title this wow what a wonderful mess up!