PAUL IS HOMMMEEEEEEEEEEE! so excited, i dont even care that i was woken up at six thirty in the morning, because it was for the best reason ever and by the best person ever. i'm fucking so fucking goddamned happy right now!
im going to jackson in...a day and a half? picking up logie bear, and neither of us know where he's sleeping. paul is out in two days! two two two two! it's gonna be fuckin' crazy pants on saturday, i seriously can not wait. like, i can't even sleep right now, because im so fuckin' excited about everything.
i am so disgusted with my father right now. i'm pretty sure i hate him. which is horrible to say, but when yer sixty-one years old and you still haven't grown up from the teenager you were, you don't really deserve that "dad" title. or my respect.