but when i feel like this, i know it doesn't matter

Jan 27, 2004 15:36

i just had a wonderful conversation with my parents after dinner. i decided to cheerfully point out that plane ticket prices had gone down to $292.00 and that they had been up at $440.00 last month. my dad was like, "that's good" and my mom's like "she still thinks she going back to oregon this summer." my dad's responds with "i know, i told her ( Read more... )

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greatestfall January 27 2004, 21:10:37 UTC
we know our brother is stupid.. we've made a whole livejournal post on such things.. i'm sorry that we're unhappy. I love you very much sweetheart, and i know that things don't look so good right now, but so far, haven't we had pretty good luck with things turning out for the best? i would like to think we have.

"i can't even explain what it's like to wake up every morning and wish i hadn't. to have to get up and live a life i absolutely hate. to have to smile and pretend everything's alright. they think it's strange that i spend so much time at home. it's far worse to feel alone when you're surrounded by people that when you're actually alone"

we do know how this feels sweetheart, because, although the circumstances surrounding said feelings are different, we've been there before. i know it's hard, and i know it sucks, but it's not always going to be so bad. I promise you that. I love you with all of my heart
if we ever want to talk about such things, i'm here for you too sweetheart.

Love,
Matt

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loveisarisk January 27 2004, 22:08:49 UTC
Awww Kaitlyn...
I dunno where to begin sweets.
My mom is the cool one and my dad is the one who flips out.
So I kinda know how you feel about that.I too,have wanted to
fly or drive far away.My rents wouldn't let me drive to Seattle
during the summer to visit my bestest friend.Needless to say,I did
it anyways and got away with it beautifully.They still think I
have never been there.=) Anywho,thats not my point.I don't even
know if I have one yet.Parents can just be simply hard.And it sucks a ton.

On a brighter note,I like how Matty did your LJ.And I'm glad you like one of the
many sunsets I took a pic of here on the oregon coast.I'm pretty sure that
was sometime in the summer...Possibly.You're a sweet person and I hope I can
see ya during the summer b/c that would be rad.Take care girlie!
xoxo
Nattie

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