So here i am. in a foreign country. no one speaks english except the other kids in our group. its hot and humid. its busy and tiring. we walk everywhere. we eat pizza and pasta...thats about it. its crazy ( Read more... )

What is it with me lately? Did I do something so horrible that I deserved bad karma ALL fucking week? Do I just have bad luck? All I wanted was to get through these next few weeks without breaking down, without crying to my boyfriend, without feeling like shit. But no. That is not possible with me ( Read more... )

So remember how I said nothing could bring me down?
Well I lied.
I failed my physics exam. Not failed as in I got a C, nope I got an F.
Fuck me is what it stands for.
Dammit.
I need a clove.

So...pretty long day today. Woke up a little hung over at his guy's apartment, late for my study abroad meeting but I got over it. Then my dad and I met up with Elva and her cousins dowtown. It took us like twenty minutes to park and we stayed for five minutes...didn't bother me. We went to lunch at Coco's and I was a little annoyed knowing I had ( Read more... )

So my date got canceled this weekend. I have to work now? WTF. I guess I did ask for more hours ( Read more... )

How to survive a windy day ( Read more... )

Ok so for reals...what's wrong with me ( Read more... )

My mind is blank.
I think I'm getting sick.
I don't like being in the cabin by myself.
I don't like school.
Why isn't it summer yet?
Why am I such a loser?
I'm going on a diet...well it's sort of forced since I have no money.

Sometimes I think I hope I get sick so that I can blame my laziness on that.
I'll probably regret thinking that.

Things are going a little better.
I'm trying to ge myself out of this mindset of depression and my friends and family are helping immensely.
Thank you so much to everyone who commented, called, imed, came to see me.
I'm going to be ok, eventually.
I just wanted you to know.

Time for sleepover with my love.

What's happening to me ( Read more... )