Yes im married, yes im happy. Yes I still dream of you

Good grades :)
Not knowing what im going to do about next semester :(

Im sick of the fighting

I love my 2 boys more than anything and I wish the baby was mine... oops

Well, first of all I got married. YAY me. Yeah let me tell you one thing. everyone has said to me everyday sience i was little that once you get married everything changes. And of corse I thought I would be the acception. turns out im the rule. It really is amazing. I think that we have gotten into more fights in the past 4 months than the 2 plus ( Read more... )

I am honestly at the point where I cant fucking take it anymore ( Read more... )

I have recently been going over the past few years in my head. I have made some really poor decisions and I just wanted to have a little bit of closure with people before I move out to the west coast. I remember being young and having you, Megan, and Matt. It seems like just yesterday that I let everything I ever worked for go away. It seems like ( Read more... )

I need to continue doing this. I need her back in my life. I need someone to go to other than my mom. It is sad that I am going through what I am going through. I feel like my insides are going to explode all the time. I have missed her. I missed having dinner with my family and wondering what the hell is going on in her head. Actually I miss just ( Read more... )

Im moving out of my moms house! Finafuckinglee!! :)

I get to spend every night sleeping next to the most beautiful human being ever! :)

I really am very excited about this.

Theese books are taking over my life.

So i found out i might possibly have a job in my field. :0

I dont feel like my dad really loves me.

Im sick to my stomach with a lot of stuff right now.

its been too long. nothing os going to change, i have nothing to say to you anymore.

please help me?

So i love spontaneous beach trips with my best friend. And finding out that I am not working. However I do not like when i dont get to see john for a few days, or when my phone dies and I cant talk to him before i go to sleep ( Read more... )

I dont ever want it to be a yes or a no ( Read more... )

well good luck with that, I hope it hurts a lot and you are in a lot of pain for a while ( Read more... )