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i am insane
Im so sorry i cant talk to her. Im so sorry i feel lke shit. All i needed was someone to be there for me as i was puking and bleeding on the floor. Im sorry im so selfish that i figured it was better for me to just die than to have to face the fact that i lost my best friend. Its all my fault, everything. I need help. If i wasnt living with my mom ( Read more... ) -
pretty amazing
I love being at the beach and having all my problems go AWAY! but it just reminds me whenever im away from it how much i miss him. Like i really want to spend time with him but i cant because i like dont know how to approach it. It probably doesnt help that i dont try much but you kno... its kinda hard im the kid here he isnt ( Read more... ) -
SUMMER
So far this summer I have hung out with Nicole every single day. Its so amazing hoiw much we love each other!! However there are people we miss dearly but once schoools out weel get to see them again! I cant wait untill we can go to maine and have good times like last summer. SERIOUSLY i dont know what i would do without those two ( Read more... ) -
GREAT
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Yeah COOL
First show today, it was REAL bad. I mean for a first show it wasnt too bad, but i wish people whouldnt like freak out when we have people to play in front of. There were parts that i messed up, yeah, DUH! but still like i wish people just DID SOMETHING to make themselves better. Okay im kinda talking to one person. But still I wish we could have ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
Why do i continue to touture myself over and over again. Sometimes i feel like i honeslty like feeling like shit or something. I know whats going to happen and still i do something to fuck things up. but i guess "im just a cut in your mouth that you cant stop the bleeding" whatever the fuck that means. Sorry ( Read more... ) -
ITS OK!!
honestly people ask me why, why did i do it?!? well to answer your question about it, I will ALWAYS love him. no one understands... we just GET eachother. I do not regret it one bit! I actually cant wait to do it again. Everyone who knows me thinks im crazy and honestly maybe i am a little bit. But no one has shown me "love" in a while. I really ( Read more... ) -
holy shitzers
So just because my new best friend is making one of these I decided to update mine ( Read more... ) -
SPARTANS
I love a lot of things right now. Even though he acts the way he does sometimes, i can tell he does and it makes me happy. I dont know why im soo weird ( Read more... ) -
FUCK YOU! (no for real)
I got my hairs cut. it was grand. I also had the worst/best day of my life. Please dont ever do that to me, seriously. I just dont understand, and right now im at the point where i dont want to understand, and if it gets any worse im just not going to talk to you anymore. I want you and i dont see whats so wrong witht that. I wish I could make you ( Read more... )