New Theory: iTunes random playlist responds to mental state. It's the only way to explain this current run... either that or my musical tastes run to the maudlin.
It's just the ongoing, depressing, endless house getting thing. Today I was told the loan fell through. Then later it was back on. Now, I don't know. I'm starting to get the feeling I'm being deliberatly fucked with, especially since my loan agent has told me over and over that she is sure she could get me a mortgage for 50 grand, but 25 is causing problems.
I've been walking around in a bit of a daze lately. Many things seem to be going on at the same time and I have no idea where to start. It's time for me to step into a career and what's freaking me out about it is that I feel as though my next move has chosen me. I never set out to take the path I'm taking, it's just happening this way.
A friend of mine who seems to want to help me find my way, once asked me what I see myself doing in the world of indie music. I got all tongue tied. Partly because I'm freakin crazy about him, but mostly because I have so many ideas running around in my head. So many ideas that I can't express verbally.
I started out just helping Akiva at his shows. Now I get people coming up to me at gigs asking if I'm a road manager, a promoter, a press agent, a musician...........I guess I look like I'm working the room or something.
Orion's doing well, I miss you alot and my love life doesn't exist.
I spent the day griping with the realestate agent and the Lending Agent. Looks like I'm getting the house, now I just need to pay for it. fuuuuuuuuuck.
If you like that work and it makes you happy, go for it. Don't not do it because it's scary. Only not do it if you don;t like it. It would be a hard road, but more fun than being a cubical rat.
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Enough about me.....what's up baby? something wrong?
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How are you darlin?
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A friend of mine who seems to want to help me find my way, once asked me what I see myself doing in the world of indie music. I got all tongue tied. Partly because I'm freakin crazy about him, but mostly because I have so many ideas running around in my head. So many ideas that I can't express verbally.
I started out just helping Akiva at his shows. Now I get people coming up to me at gigs asking if I'm a road manager, a promoter, a press agent, a musician...........I guess I look like I'm working the room or something.
Orion's doing well, I miss you alot and my love life doesn't exist.
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Mine doesn;t either.
I spent the day griping with the realestate agent and the Lending Agent. Looks like I'm getting the house, now I just need to pay for it. fuuuuuuuuuck.
If you like that work and it makes you happy, go for it. Don't not do it because it's scary. Only not do it if you don;t like it. It would be a hard road, but more fun than being a cubical rat.
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