i think i like the word cooter.

cooter.

everyone knows what they want, and lately all i feel like i want is just to get through another day. pray for that desire to make it through --another day--

depression is a weakness.
--for so long ive expressed it, now i suppress it.

drugs are a weakness.
--but i love the way they change me.
and i hate the way they
slave me.

lately, ive really missed that little neive feeling one can get when first meeting someone and thinking "wow, this has potential" and waking up wanting to see them, know them better, and just feel the way it used to when i was fourteen or fifteen and everything was so....new. I'm sick of feeling like i have to push myself so hard to work all the ( Read more... )

but you always find a way

to keep me right here waiting.

always find
the words
to say

to keep me right here waiting

if you chose
to walk
away

id still be

....right here waiting....

i miss you ryan ***sniffs****

ahhh....

theres nothing quite like sippin on orange soda while trying to recover from your massive hangover.

i wolk up this morning and all i wanted to do with my day was go to the beach.

damn this landlocked suspension.

UPDATESSSS *wow ( Read more... )

this yearning to be near you...

i do what i have to do.

i know i cant be with you...

i do what i have to do.

and i have the sense
to recognize
that i dont know how to let
you go

i
dont
know
how
to let you

go.

got an A on my test

on top of the world

hes adorable, true.

i get to say hi to florida in a month

....my optimism shines at this particular moment....