to my beautimous sister I MISS YOU AND YOURE COMING UP HERE TO PARTY CUZ KANSAS PARTIES ARE BETTER....(HOTTER DUDES)

I LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sorry, bit of randomness in dedication to dear sis.

i love being drunk.

found party ppl

found a guy (or 2)

now....

kansas doesnt seem so bad. maybe its the alcohol talking

ehehahahahah

hi aven

hi nat

hi tiff..

oh yea, justin dumped me.

but alcohol didnt :)

i finally found an alcohol hook up!!!

this really hot guy named shawn who is 25 and works with me (haha, the story of my motherfucking life!) i cant escape older guys that work at wendys and are alcoholics!

AVEN, ARE YOU PROUD? yes, thought so.

well, this chick bethany is coming in an hour, then to shawn's house weee gooo!!!!

I HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE it here!!!!!!!!!!!!!

jared just told me he was going to take a biking trip to kansas to come see me.....

AHAHAHAHAH

that...

would be awesome. im lonely.

IT MOTHERFUCKING SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS

SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKSSSSSSSSSS

-someone kill me-

i need alcohol. a massive MASSIVE amount.

ps. my alergies here in kansas are nothing short of HORRIBLE! my gman having dogs doesnt help.

I find it truly unbearable to concieve of the idea that Justin and I are inevitably drifting apart due to this intolerable distance. As cliche, sappy, or sickening as it may sound sometimes I feel like my heart cant beat in sync with the world until I close my eyes and appear in an imaginary drifted part of a nonexistance that welcomes him. But, it ( Read more... )

im in kansas.

i have a job at wendys *what else is new*

and this has def. been THE LONGEST WEEK OF MY LIFE

i have a lot to say, but suddenly i just dont feel like typing, and im pretty sure noone will care to read either way..

mmmmm....

and flag cookie dough is so yum...SO YUM.

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