bree is moving on
ok so i did see zule on friday. it was THE MOST painful night ive had in a loooooooong time. seriosuly. and i lost him for good this time. hes not coming back to me this time. i screwed up too bad this time. but i love him so much. this hurts so damn much. i dont know what to do with all of this. i dont know weather to be sad or to just move on. i ( Read more... )
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i know just how you feel.
that made me cry.
seriously.
i know how it feels to have someone love you for five months, then suddenly stop caring.
whatever their reason is, it fucking hurts.
it hurts more than starving.
it hurts more than cutting your own flesh.
it hurts more than anything.
but it does get better.
maybe not now.
maybe not for a while.
but it will.
i've realized that nothing will happen with josh as long as he wants to make his penis happy, and not his heart.
and what the fuck can i do?
i can push him away, and hope and pray that he sees that i do care.
yeah, i've hurt him.
but he's hurt me too.
but yet, i'm always the wrong one in his opinion.
you and i.
we'll move on.
we'll make it.
we're strong.
we're fighters.
and we aren't giving up.
i promise.
♥
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