in my limited experience, thatb beginning excitement is sooooooooooooooooo much fun!!!! however, i wonder as well if there is that "true ove" thing where that feeling never leaves.
i think that eventually there will be someone who is experiencing similar things as you and can understand and relate to the things that you are busy with and interested in. that will be a person that you can have a relationship with because he will "get it".
but anyway - i don't think its terrible that you crave male attention, because it is some of the best for the ego. it is amazing how good it can make you feel, and i see know reason why you shouldn't want it or seek it. you shouldn't feel as if you are letting yourself down or copping out because you feel like you "need" someone or something. we all need those things.
AND i miiiiiiiiiiiiiiissssssssssssssssssssss yyyyyyyyyooooooooooooooooouuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!! my teenor, i havent taled to you in FOREVAR!!!! and i hope you come home soon and we can all go mini golfing and catch up!!!!
oh fank you ma Whitnay :) Yes I think you're right that eventually there will be the person who fits into your life...at least I hope. I think I know that somewhere deep down but its annoying. I miss all of you guys so much its ridiculous. I am coming home tomorrow, though I will be annoyingly busy because I have 4 books to read before El Salvador on June 3rd >:O I won't be working though so there should be time for some fun ;) I can't wait to have some New jersey time!!!!
oh fank you ma Whitnay :) Yes I think you're right that eventually there will be the person who fits into your life...at least I hope. I think I know that somewhere deep down but its annoying. I miss all of you guys so much its ridiculous. I am coming home tomorrow, though I will be annoyingly busy because I have 4 books to read before El Salvador on June 3rd >:O I won't be working though so there should be time for some fun ;) I can't wait to have some New jersey time!!!!
Mostly off topic, but since I missed the elections (eek, sorry) I asked Patrick what happened. He told me not too many people were there, but he also told me your prez next year. If it makes you feel any better, because of that I'm probably staying in the group.
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i think that eventually there will be someone who is experiencing similar things as you and can understand and relate to the things that you are busy with and interested in. that will be a person that you can have a relationship with because he will "get it".
but anyway - i don't think its terrible that you crave male attention, because it is some of the best for the ego. it is amazing how good it can make you feel, and i see know reason why you shouldn't want it or seek it. you shouldn't feel as if you are letting yourself down or copping out because you feel like you "need" someone or something. we all need those things.
AND i miiiiiiiiiiiiiiissssssssssssssssssssss yyyyyyyyyooooooooooooooooouuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!! my teenor, i havent taled to you in FOREVAR!!!! and i hope you come home soon and we can all go mini golfing and catch up!!!!
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Have a marvelous summer!
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