things are going well, i havnt updated in forever ( Read more... )

she makes me smile a lot
even when i feel like i cant.

headin connecticut this weekend with nikki ( Read more... )

in the past year ive lost more friends than i have in any other time. and every couple of weeks i admit that ive lost another. Everyone i cared about and everyone who meant somthing to me just cycles through and becomes nothing.

there are certain things that infuriate me and let me down to no extent

however i am oh so good at self control

I NEED
guitarests
bassists
drummers

i got a 900$ PA and some experience so vocals is covered

for a sick fahkin band that ive been trying to start for over a half a year.
its gonna be like madball meets bury your dead or some shit.

fucking im me or comment or some shit

past couple weeks have been really awsome ( Read more... )

appreciating nothing is the point at wich ive accepted this shit and made sacrafices and relizations about those around me, myself, and the general nature of things, so i can move on and not give a fuck about its Repercussions.

today was an awsome day

sorta like my peace out summer day, it was so much fun, talkin to security gaurds about dickhead other security gaurds, having rain fights, and just chillin, chris james shaun sasha and nicky made tonight such a good fucking night.

sick way to sorta end the summer

im running out of things i havnt said over and over again

basicaly, im on my own against whatever the fuck gets thrown at me.

its to early for me to be up
goodnight