ARGH i have a new found respect for my life... i didnt realize how great my life was...it took something just to realize it... im so fucking happy about what i have in life right now.... once you get close to losing it you realize its the greatest thing you have....

(ryan dont worry about today! saalll good!)

so hmm i just got home i went allll the way out to cross roads to get my system installed but..NO they didnt have any appointments open..and they wont run the wires the way i want them to...so BLAh and something else...i've heard that some1 thinks ive been really cocky lately....is that true have i been cocky lately?

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well shit ive been the fucking happeiest ive been in a long time and just today...it was great but its seeming like everyone ive talked to has been against me or upset or not wanting to talk to me except my g/f.....my sister is flipping out on me and asking me abunch of these serious questions and getting into my business and fuckin other ppl have ( Read more... )

so yeah pretty much i just got back from hanging out down town k-town with Mac(my g/f for those who didnt know as of yesterday lol(she goes to private school in seattle so yeah none of you know here lol...) we watched the sunset and walked around it was nice ( Read more... )

well alright then...how did i type X so many times? i dont get it...but w/e

im pretty much really happy!!

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today was fucking awesome!!!!! painting...driving around to like 4 different places..home depot...gosh i want jamba juice now!!...then we just fucking chilled at my place playing guitar and writing a song...fucking cool if i must say...and then i went over to another friends house..and yeah....well yeah today was awesome!!!!

So yeah i was like the happiest i have been in awhile all week and now today..im like sad for no reason at all im so weird...

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pretty much fucking excited as can one very be an aind fgiven days you know man?! yhah it thought so!! hah :--D