Sometimes it's like there's mystery string holding everything together.

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It's been a pretty good time lately. I've spent a lot of time with Nicole, talking, drinking cosmopolitans, listening to Aimee Mann, watching movies, oraculating, etc. Also watching a lot of Buffy and Sex and the City lately. And actually writing. Call it "good to see me again". Last weekend I was both reacquainted with some old friends and ( Read more... )

Once upon a time is how it always goes ( Read more... )

Last night I realized I've never had a man in my life I could really trust. I just feel really vulnerable lately and I have a longing to go back to the times when I was dateless and all my friends were female. With all the lies, the frivolity, the big "return to sender" stamped on my generosity and my feelings- I can't help but ask myself if it' ( Read more... )

What does it mean when you have a dream and only one person in it is real? All your friends and even the location seem to be self-invented and the only factual person (that I know of) who shows up doesn't speak to you ( Read more... )

Insomnia- really not that funny. I don't know if I've had too much on my mind or if I really just don't feel like sleeping these days ( Read more... )

So dear to me ( Read more... )

You know when you're in a relationship and only you know it's over? How about when you're both on exactly the same page ( Read more... )

So moving to Grand Rapids is proving more trouble than I expected. Which, odd as it may be, is pretty much what I expected. I had my interview and took the tests at Kelly Services. I scored as an "expert" on them all, which only tells me that I am probably too smart to be a corporate monkey. At present, they have trouble giving people their two ( Read more... )