This whole giving up metal business isn't easy, well i'm not really giving up all of it, just brutal and evil stuff, about the only metal I listen to now is progressive stuff like Symphony X and symphonic metal like Therion. But when I get frustrated I really start to miss the brutal stuff. But it's going pretty well, I pretty much just listen to ( Read more... )

I think the events of this past week has helped everyone realize what is truly important in life, myself included. I'm not trying to make this a sob fest but it kind of makes me realize how much I miss my mother this Mother's Day, she was a great woman that deserved so much more respect than I ever gave her. But i'm glad I had as much time as I did ( Read more... )

I still really can't believe Sammy is gone. I talked to her yesterday before she went out to lunch, and it was the same happy Sam I have the pleasure of seeing nearly every day. I can't believe I won't see those beautiful brown eyes, that long brown hair, and that beautiful smile of hers any more. Anyone that knows me knows that I am not a very ( Read more... )

Things have been getting better lately, i'm finally getting my strength back. I was so sick that I lost 15 lbs in 8 days! Things were awesome today until I came home and found out we had to put one of our horses down right before I got here. I really feel bad for my step mom, because she loves all of her horses a lot. So that's about the only ( Read more... )

Not really much reason to update, I just felt like it. This weekend has been aight, it started off with going to the girls varsity tennis meet and talking to Allison, she was able to explain tennis to me so now I finally understand what everything means. Then I went to the girls lacrosse game and watched Alicia kick ass. Then we celebrated my step- ( Read more... )

Dammit, I really don't wanna go back to school. This spring break has been too much fun to just walk right into school tommorrow like usual, so I think i'll walk into school..... NAKED! Not really, I just wanted to gross you all out so you won't be able to sleep tonight. Kick ass things: my dogs, and my family.

The last few days have been pretty awesome, between working out and being lazy the rest of the time it's been way fun. I was chillin' with my dogs, and they are so awesome, they just started eating dandelions like crazy, it was awesome. I went to Cold Stone for the first time tonight, wow, that place kicks ass. I went with Brianna and we tore it up ( Read more... )

Today I saw Britney Crow. HOLY SHIT!!! I've known that girl since I was 5, and she just got back from living in Australia for 2 years last month. I didn't even know except I saw her standing at a bus stop and just about shit my pants. It was so damn cool talking to her, I drove her to her work and the whole time it was just cool talking and ( Read more... )

I ate way too much pizza, like 6 or 7 big ass pieces, and then 4 pieces of crazy bread, I am one fat piece of crap, but i'm saying that in a good way. 2 new things that kick ass for this entry: crappy trucks that you can hit a deer with and don't give a crap, and my idea of what we should do with 'Grant'.

Jeff Lewis, that kid cracks me up, I think it's because he's so short AND funny, it just works. It's been a good week. In fact it's been so good that if I stop listening to BRUTAL DEATH METAL, I will go shotgun beer into someones face and then beat them to a pulp. But not really. I like this line in the song i'm listening to, "Morbid Minister, he's ( Read more... )