I'd like to meet someone who's good enough to date me. Ha.

First and foremost, I wanna thank the higher power and whoever came up with the concept of time for imagining this crazy idea called leap year. Secondly, I'd like to thank my mother for giving birth to me on that cold October day in 1987. Thirdly, I'd like to thank the United States because even though they fucked so many minors in the military ( Read more... )

I talk shit when I'm hurt and angry but I don't lie about talking shit. The truth is the truth. Secrets don't make friends.

I don't know why I've gotten so jaded lately. I haven't been myself in a long time. I think I'm scared of getting hurt again. I see myself being an asshole and part of me wants to care about people but I'm just so fucking sick of everyone and their problems. I'm sick of being an emotional punching bag to everyone I know. Lecture me on how much of a ( Read more... )

I feel abnormally bummed out. I haven't felt like this in a really long time. I really hate Oswego. Or maybe I just really love Syracuse. Or maybe I just really fucking hate math and all that has to do with it. I hate foreign people. If you can't spell, you shouldn't be allowed to fucking teach. I need to sniff an Effexor or something. I'm only ( Read more... )

I wanna live on a commune with everyone I care about. My estranged uncle is dying of throat cancer and my grandma may be too. Sammy is in the hospital because there might be something wrong with his liver. I feel like I need to not be at school right now. Hanson is tomorrow night and I feel guilty that I'm going.

I enjoy Georgia Rael Keene and Matthew Scott Button both apart and together. They're good people. I just needed time. I feel strange that I feel so okay.

I've realized that Georgia Keene is a positive part of my life. She complements and completes part of me and I think  I do the same for her. I'm over her yet I love her in such a way that I need her in my life. She is her and I am me and we are us. I'm no longer jealous or insecure, I just want to earn her trust and put her into my life once again ( Read more... )

I've learned that if you want a guy to call you and chase you, you need to act apathetic and/or already have a man. I have this kid wrapped around my finger. The power trip is almost too much to handle. I'm not shallow but I'd never date him because he's not enrolled in school and he doesn't give me mental orgasms. Never will I ever be vulnerable ( Read more... )

 I had my first one night stand last night. And now he won't stop calling me. It's funny how people get obsessed with you when you ignore them. He's hot but he's too fucking needy.