I just bought tickets to see Hanson at the Turning Stone. The thirteen year old girl in me is glowing : )

I like Kyle.

Baby, you make my heart beat faster.

Last night was so fucking amazing. I love kissing my friends and friends of friends and dancing until my legs fall off. I think I belong here. It seems right. I love being so fucking openly bisexual. I feel so fucking free. Thank you random guy for ending my resentment towards men.

I HAVE to throw up. I NEED to throw up. I feel like Lindsay Lohan only without the lesbian lover and DWI. I drink and go out far too much these days. I really wanna throw up I feel so sick. Once I go back to school I think I'll try and give my liver, lungs and nose a break. Who wants to go to a rave with Corey and I this weekend?

I finally found some psilocybin. It was one of the most beautiful things I've ever been through. I felt like I was watching Fantasia. From now on I think I'm only gonna consume mind expanding plants and not anything synthesized in a laboratory. Damn the man for making plants illegal. Iboga cures heroin and cocaine addictions but it is grouped in ( Read more... )

Hey guys, I woke up in a bar on Friday morning without shoes or my phone and befriended the nicest stranger. Saturday was Chris and Jayme's wedding. Everyone vomited but it was fun. I'll put pictures up soon. I don't wanna go back to school because it's fucking gay. I'm gonna stock up on alcohol before I go back so I can party and sleep through ( Read more... )

I just read all of my entries from the past 4 or 5 months and I forgot how devastated I was. If that devastation isn't passed on then I will understand that karma is not real.

We are the rock stars who never made it and the poets who never graced your literature books. We feel. We hurt. We suffer. We tear the stitches and sew new ones. We seek numbness and never heal. We are one. He is I as I am him and we are one. We are honest. We are pure.

I hate hospitals... another way for the man to get you down. Do I need to even explain because none of you care. I've become completely infatuated with about three different people so far this summer. I puked at work last week, that sucked. Sammy is really cute. Matt said the baby flipped off the nurse in the nursery. He damns the man. I have way ( Read more... )