Something i never expected ( Read more... )

Its better to be hated for who you are then beloved for who your not ( Read more... )

Going to the apartment....I guess my dad and lisa are gonna work things out...who really knows. I have to pack a bag for there casue i dont wanna forget anything like i did last time......and hopefully ill find that stuff, if i remeber what all i left there. Um I am going to ask lisa for andrey to come over have not seen him in like 2-3 days casue ( Read more... )

Its 2:54 and i am awake....I have to get up at like 7-8 to get ready for work yet im not sleeping....dont get me wrong i tried......grr wtf...not being able to sleep is the worst thing in the world. Im so mad right now......I better be bright and shiny for work thats all i can say!.......grrrr <<3..................Amber<3..............<3

......Argggh.....can you say a double shift, not only do i have to work 6 days this week i have a double shift tomorro...but im not complaining much...its money. Im so bored buts that ok i guess. Havent heard anything from brittany I hope I do soon though...i kinda miss her. She said she is getting her computer hooked up soon so hopefully we'll ( Read more... )

Today was a good day, Andrey and I went to the mall then to the movies where we tried to see The devils Rejects which i didnt like at all casue there were clowns and a clown screwing someone....it was weird so we walked out and came to my house talked to my dad for alittle then he has to go.....not saying any detail casuse thats weird...love y'all ( Read more... )

Hey I worked my ass off today...we were short one person. So yea I work 6 damn days next week casue 2 girls are going on vacation at the same time....fun! Oh well more money for me. Glad I let everyone know just how I felt......If you have not already READ THE ENTRY BELOW THIS. I dont wanna repeat any of it. Im so tired and I smell like pizza..... ( Read more... )

This summer has been a huge eye-opening experience to say the least. I made alot of misteaks and I am paying for them....keyword there is "I" no one else has to deal the misteaks I made. Everyone who i thought was my friend left me and not quietly but talked shit to...I had people in which I didnt even know and dont even know me bitching me out for ( Read more... )

I have been up all night I cannot sleep. I found a very disturbing note today from my real mom's old pictures and letters. It had a comment which my grandmother had said about my dad.." I cant belive paul said that Amber was not his, they are so much alike" Wow guess my dad at one point didnt want me either, not a suprize I mean my mom left me. Its ( Read more... )

Arggggh pizza smell......lol work was fun but im tired and cant think of anything to right....love you Sissy...........love you andrey( Im off 2morro)....love<3Amber~