i've been wanting to post for awhile. I think ( Read more... )

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i feel like im neglecting my livejournal, because i started a new real journal.

i'm going camping until sunday.
dillon i will see you when i get home.

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tonight was pretty rockin ( Read more... )

i can't figure myself out.
so i won't.

sometimes i feel like life is too shallow to waste time thinking too deep

yayyy

florida with kim for a week!
ballin' 
then when i get home Philly with ashley dillon and lukaz!

i think it will be good to get away and clear my mind for 2 weeks :]

see you all later!

hey alan if you read this youre coming home the 23 and we are going to hang out july 1 okay? good.

So i decided to read my old journals
they were really encouraging
but i also noticed something.

if i am not careful 
my life takes form into this whirlpool
EVERYTHING repeats.

This happens when i am not fully surrendered to God.
This happens when I try to take control.
in order to break this cycle
i need to be broken.

Life is good.

tonight i realized I am happy. 
well maybe not happy but joyful.
I feel that God has really given me peace at heart.

i didn't realize it until tonight at 11:11 my friend said make a wish. 
and i had nothing to wish for. 
i have everything i need.
God is faithful

:]