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[brian_pa]

These journal pages fill up fucking quickly. And "fucking quickly" is seldom a good thing.

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[jans_intentions]

Thank you, Brian, for keeping us informed about Justin and Peter.

His hair's getting really long though; he didn't have time for a haircut, but frankly, he looks incredible with longer hair, not to mention the sunshine has lightened his blond a few shades which does something amazing to his porcelain complexion. And. . .

Awwww.

Will you take off from work early tomorrow and wait at the doctor's office for Justin?

[jans_intentions]

I just read your second post, so this is for you: you are being 'fucking partner of the year' but it still has to be frustrating not to be able to help Justin right now. He's scared.

As for Peter, that was tough, telling him with Justin withdrawn. It must have come as a shock to him. I'm sure you handled it very well. It's hard to see it now, but maybe this will help bring him closer to both of you.

I wish you were able to get high or something since you deserve some relief. It's tough being strong for both Justin and Peter right now. Especially since this has to have brought you back to ground zero of a very bad time.

Maybe once Justin is sound asleep, I can slip into bed and hang onto him without waking him up. That used to help, or so he told me once before.

I hope time passes quickly and the doctor has some answers for both you and Justin.

[brian_pa]

Justin was revolted by the suggestion that I accompany him to the doctor. He's fiercely independent about shit like that.

[jans_intentions]

Justin was revolted by the suggestion that I accompany him to the doctor. He's fiercely independent about shit like that.

Which means you asked and were somewhat proud of him for saying no? Nevermind, I know you won't answer, which is fine.

[secretsolitaire]

Okay, yes, fuck you all, I am actually being Supportive Partner of the Year. Just lightening things up with gallows humor.

That's what we're here for -- to vent to so that you can continue being Supportive Partner of the Year with Justin. :-) Thanks for keeping us updated.

Maybe once Justin is sound asleep, I can slip into bed and hang onto him without waking him up. That used to help, or so he told me once before.

Might help you too, at least until he's in the mood for bigger and better things. ;-)

[rapunzel50]

So a question...is Justin depressed because of something the Doctor said, or just the whole situation in general??

I am sure he won't be able to resist the Kinney Cure All (fuck-a-thon) for long. Good luck looking after all your charges :)

[brian_pa]

Justin has yet to discuss his doctor visit in this journal, so I'll respect his apparent wish to keep that to himself for now.

[brian_pa]

Justin did not want me to accompany him to the doctor. When he's ready, he can tell about that visit here. Maybe he just wants to move on. His call.

[brian_pa]

If Peter gets into that school, no doubt there will soon be a Kinney Wing. Some organizations always have their hand out. Others, have their hand in your pocket.