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Sep 30, 2005 05:50

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ginger_snap16 September 30 2005, 19:17:48 UTC
Amber I just couldn't believe it when I heard the news. It just like blew me away. I'll keep you in my prayers and just stay strong. I love you!! Call me anytime

love ya
ginger

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death_to_desire September 30 2005, 20:52:48 UTC
you will get better.

all better.

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briana_emerson September 30 2005, 23:11:07 UTC
Amber, I love you (and your new number), I hate to see you in pain and I don't always get why we fight to live because most of us live in some sort of pain, you are living through all pains, physical, emotional, and whatever other kinds there are but you are strong and you will win, the game of life that is. You have things more figured out then most of us and you know how wonderful living is. Don't give up Amber.

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brianas_friend October 1 2005, 04:38:19 UTC
I'll never give up. I can't sleep. I keep thinking about how this COULD be the way that I die...and what if it is? I won't give up, Briana, if only because I don't want to hurt anyone. i don't want to leave you and so many other people that I love alone. I LOVE YOU!!!

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fall_to_myknees October 1 2005, 03:13:39 UTC
i dont know what to say...im upset because i dont understand, you dont deserve this I'm sorry but it shouldnt be you, you shouldnt have to go through all this anymore. We need to talk. I love you!!!

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brianas_friend October 1 2005, 04:43:26 UTC
You know...

I'm afraid. I put on a good face, but oh believe me, I'm scared. I was supposed to be Homecoming Queen...or you were...one of us little people. I was supposed to have a normal Senior year and go to prom w/a pretty hair-do. Now I'll most likely be going bald. I'm scared, Alisha...I am. But what is it that I'm scared of? More than anything I'm afraid of hurting other people. I see the way people handled the news..and it wasn't good. I don't want others to hurt b/c of me. And that's the way I feel sometimes...like i cause people pain. I know that's not the way it is, its just how I feel sometimes. Daniel is coming tomorrow. He's taking me shopping to buy a dress for homecoming...oh and Alisha, as much as I love you, I hope you weren't planning on winning Queen. I think this one belongs to me, if only from the sympathy votes .LOL. LOVE YOU TONS! CALL ME!!!

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fall_to_myknees October 1 2005, 05:33:34 UTC
i love you too...and believe me you are going to win Homecoming Queen!

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fall_to_myknees October 1 2005, 05:33:52 UTC
especially if i have anything to do with it!

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sweetheart014 October 1 2005, 05:11:37 UTC
I love ya......and im here for you.

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brianas_friend October 1 2005, 14:38:05 UTC
thanks. love you too.

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