Audra is over. We are having a really fun time. All we've done is eat, read my journal, and watch a movie. It was fun though. I think I'm going to eat again in a minute. It's rediculous ( Read more... )

I would dream about laying my head on Daniel's chest...listening to his heart beat in perfect time with mine...
I would cry b/c I would feel safe. That's all I want...to feel safe. But I do. I really do.
If I could sleep, I would be so happy. My body is so tired...why am I am so awake?

I just wrote a song. The music sucks but the words are good ( Read more... )

Here goes nothing ( Read more... )

mmm. sounds good right about now. but I'm entirely too lazy to make a sandwhich at this hour ( Read more... )

I went to school today. I wore my purple bandana instead of the green one that i was wearing last night. Briana, I'm surprised you noticed. LOL. Um, that wasn't funny. Sorry. I'm delerious b/c I'm hungry but I'm trying to starve myself b/c I'm fat. Or my stomach is poking out like I'm in my second trimester of pregnancy. ahhh! I just want things to ( Read more... )

yep. I am so bored. It's 2:30 am and I should be asleep. Steroids are keeping me up tho. Oh and my prickly head. yes, we shaved it. little porcupine thingies are still falling out of it tho. I'm going to be shiny bald by next week. fun. but yeah. I'm wearing a cute green bandana and I must say...it's a relief not to have to worry about hair anymore ( Read more... )

K guys, I'm totally in love with susan Tedeschi. this is a song from her first cd from way back in 1995. But I totally love the lyrics. I typed 'em out cuz I'm bored ( Read more... )

Wow, I'm a lot better than earlier. I think it's cuz I got some food in my body...even if it was soggy leftover nachos from last night. And I drank some blue powerade...curer of all ales!!! so yeah ( Read more... )

My hair is falling out really fast. It's all going to be gone w/in the next few days..Im sure.
I just got home about an hour ago. I feel really bad. I'm in a lot of pain. Pray for me. I'm sick. I hate chemo.